Episode 3

[Michele Noonan]

Going into the HoH the first matter of business was for Memphis to give up the bomb. He kept hinting to me that maybe if you get it twice you'll get a clue to the basement. But honestly I don't think that will happen and it's getting to the point where it could realistically explode at any minute. So apparently Marvin ASKED for the bomb (not sure what the logic was) and Memphis gave it to him. Yay!

The HoH divisions were VERY risky because it was basically all or nothing for my alliance. My closest allies are Natalie and Rachel and all three of us were on the same team so we HAD to win Part 1. Luckily, we did, and I gained some info in the process. I already suspected that Rachel and Natalie are closer to eachother than they are to me, and the question about who you trust the most confirmed it, because no one had picked me. That's fine for now, but it lets me know that ultimately I'm still on my own and will have to float on by until I can find someone that I can truly trust 100%.

I was sooo happy when we won Part 1. Had we not won, someone that I couldn't feel completely safe with definitely would have won HoH. But then of course during Fast Money my alliance completely sucked and even with 3 vs 1 none of us could take the title. Memphis winning was still alright, but I suspected a male alliance and thought another girl would be sent packing.

I'm so happy about the nominations. I honestly didn't expect them at all. I thought for sure there was a boys club going on, but I guess I was (thankfully) wrong. Marvin & Eric are probably the people I would've nominated so this is PERFECT. I just gotta get veto to secure that one of them leaves the house this week.

Random Note: What was with the random Annie love in the HoH? That made me VERY nervous because I don't really have a good connection with Annie. She's someone to watch out for.

[Michele Noonan]

This round has been pretty simple & easy to be honest. At the PoV comp there were prizes up for grabs but nothing that really caught my eye. So I decided to go for the veto to secure that someone who I'm not close with is leaving this week. I got pretty lucky with my first couple of fishing spots and ended up winning.

As soon as I won I already knew my decision. There was no reason at all for me to use it. Had I won HoH I would've 100% nominated Eric & Marvin myself. I waited a little bit before posting because I wanted to see if either of them would approach me. Eric did, and was surprisingly honest. He told me that he campaigned for me to be nominated, which at first made me be like "WTF is this crackhead smoking tonight?" but I kind of appreciated that he at least told me instead of pretending that we've had a good relationship or whatever. And yes I realize I basically contradicted myself but whatever, I'm feeling kind of bipolar today.

Anyway so I didn't use the veto. Duh. Marvin never IMed me about the veto or the vote. lol. Um. Bye Marvin. But ugh he's prob gonna give me the bomb -.- This sucks.

I'm also starting to get really paranoid and lose trust in Rachel and Natalie. I feel like they don't really have my backs and I'm in this game completely alone. I hate floaters but I feel like I'm being forced into that role because there's no where for me to go. -.- Ugh I want to win an HoH so I can split the house and make a side. It makes gameplay so much easier when everything is out in the open.