Episode 8

[Michele Noonan]

So Memphis was the one to go, no surprise there. It definitely was the best thing for my game because Natalie and Justin are both allies of mine, and I'll need them to take out my more threatening allies (Natalie to take out Brit, Justin to take out Rach).

And omg I was so excited to win HoH. It's about freakin time. I pretty much know who I'm going to nominate. While Britney and Rachel are big threats, the fact is, nominating them now would be horrible for me because a) it's very likely they'll both survive and go after me and b) then I'd have no real allies left. It's better for me to target Angie and Enzo who I have no loyalty from whatssoever.

Angie PMed me and god, I've never heard so much steaming bullshit in my life. She said how happy she was when I won and she doesn't expect to be nominated, I guess to try to guilt me into keeping her safe or something. She makes the same sob story speech to everyone and trust me, that shit isn't gonna wash around me.

I'll probably wait a while longer to see if Enzo talks to me just so I can make sure no one can say I didn't give them a chance. But really, he doesn't have a chance. Anyways I need this veto to make sure noms stay the same. Cause I don't want to nominate Justin since I feel he might get voted out over Angie or Enzo and that would suck. So if veto is used I'd have no idea who to choose as replacement.

[Michele Noonan]

So I had a really busy weekend on kinda fell behind on the game. And of course I come back to see Enzo won PoV and left the most fucking ridiculously bitter speech ever for no reason. He's pathetic and he can DIAF as far as I'm concerned. This is a desperate plea for screentime and it's really painful to watch him be so obvious. He clearly has no life since he spends like 22 hours a day googling for the most random shit ever and then the other 2 hours IMing it to me. Like omfg I DONT CARE. And holy shit he twisted my words so much. The point wasn't that we didn't have good convos, it was that the convos were NEVER about the game. Whatever. He is dead to me.

Now for my replacement nominee. This is a really hard decision cause I'm betraying someone no matter what. I really don't want to nominate Justin cause I'm worried Rachel/Brit could decide to get him out and I need him longer. As of now I'm thinking Natalie because A) She sucks so people are less likely to boot her over Angie and B) If she stays she probably won't be able to win an HoH to get revenge on me. If Angie/Enzo both stay I'm so dead next week unless I go on a comp whoring run.

[Michele Noonan]

So Britney/Rachel/Justin have all promised me to keep Natalie if I nominate her. The question is, is it a good idea to burn my bridge with her? While she's not a great ally cause she doesn't do well in competitions, she'd be a good person to go against in the f2. And if she does somehow go over Angie, while not disastrous, it's a complete waste of a week for me.

I also forgot to mention that I talked to Angie earlier in the weekend. And she told me how she wasn't playing all sides she was just offering HoHs safety for one week blah blah blah. No matter how you spin it, you're a floater gurl. I told her she was 100% safe unless Enzo won veto. lolwhoops. Hopefully she goes home.

[Michele Noonan]

I'm SO nervous for this eviction. I ended up nominating Natalie and I really don't want her to go. If people are telling me the truth she's safe, but something seems... off? And then Rachel told me after Angie is gone we should all just agree as a house to boot Natalie so we don't have to stress out. Like wtf? I will probably agree to it if it comes up, but if I'm HoH I'll make it my goal to get Enzo out.

This week has been kinda messy but hopefully if anything good has come out of it, it's the fact that I didn't nominate Justin. I want him to feel like I have his back to the end, and hopefully he'll get out some of the bigger threats for me.